Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Loving Letting Go!

Tonight I tried this new thing called kunlunjoy ((http://kunlunjoy.com/)) and it’s another wonderful piece to letting go! That’s what the key is right now… let go, let go, let go… emotions come up I don’t like… great… feel them… now decide… do I want to keep them? No… ok… let go! Feel desire for something, feel it, then let it go!

The attraction to someone who eventually turns from sweet to sour in order to feed the negative thinking patterns is on its way out! I can feel myself clearing it… every week… a little more… I've been digging deep to come to some place that feels good again as it concerns my former boyfriend and I'm beginning to shift from focusing on whether my relating with him is working or not, if he's giving me what I need or not, if I'm giving him what he needs or not... I've dropped past that surface layer to see that those questions are pointing towards symptoms and the greater question is, how is my ability to keep a mindset free of negativity being influenced from my own inner negative thinking patterns as well as his inner negative thinking patterns... I'm no longer concerned about what he does or does not provide me or vise versa... I'm now more intent on listening for the bigger message from the Universe… my freedom to feel good, think in uplifting terms and uplifting patterns, matters (that means freedom from negative thinking and falling into a negative entrainment where someone else's negative thinking begins to shift the ways in which my mind and emotions are in a pleasurable zone)!

It’s available to me! A great partnership is icing on the cake and is easily attracted to a mind vibing in the zone of free to vibe along in a good way! free to feel great for longer and longer periods of time… and longer and longer and longer periods of time…

building muscles of emotional choice!

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